:: There´s a lot more misery outside than inside my mind. ::

When I stepped out of my head I saw pieces of a broken world surrounding me
Walls of loneliness, painted with little kids tears, decorated with
pain and death. Masks made of deception, garments of sorrow screaming hate
Air so thick I couldn't breathe, never felt so helpless and empty.
I tried to close my eyes and maybe come back to my own mental suffering
I tried to separate myself from that devastated world by creating a worst reality inside my mind, my special place where I can be completely alone,
for many years I have tried and failed.

E.R.
2012