:::: The Awakening :::

When you don't have reasons to wake up in the morning
And the sun becomes your lifetime enemy
When you can't smile like you mean it
When the cloudy day feels the same
and doesn't matter if is today or yesterday.

When people come and go like dust in the wind
leaving no memorable things
When you feel the sand under your feet
drawning your memories and increasing your fears
When time is no longer there and space isn't big enough for you to breath
Nothing seems clear, the light at the end of the tunnel its just another lie.

Silence is the response that you get when no one is there
darkness filling the air, your shadow coloring broken pieces of your mortal soul
When joy starts to be part of what you don't have
When hoping on better days doesn't give you any help
and your faith is not good enough, when you don't have anyone to pray.

When everyone's expecting you to be the way that you'll never be
when you are building your strenght against loneliness
seeking the wrong people at the wrong place
searching for the answer instead of living it.

There are many roads that can be taken
in determining your life's course
when finally you realize that everything you thought it was true in your life
at the end its not what it looked like
lying there tormenting yourself
will neither bring the time back or mend the broken heart.

xHecatex
2005